Your awkwardness is special and odd in the way that an extremely small dog with no legs and an asthma problem is special and odd. And much like an extremely small dog, sometimes your awkwardness enters a room before you do. It often makes people wonder whether you're high on something or severely anemic or suffering from a lack of sleep.
The good thing about this is that it's also very funny, so you could use it to embark on a career in comedy! : )